C-c-c-changes

Very very sorry guys for not keeping my blog updated like i usually do. Last friday i had my house reposessed so i was quite occupied in finding somewhere to stay and trying to get everything moved out to one place to another blah blah blah. Well, you kind of get the whole idea, and just the stress of it all has been putting me off blogging.
But, fear not i have however, had some old film recently processed and my friend managed to scan them in his computer for me so i can show you guys, since i'm having some major "writers block" right now.

Some of these have been multiexposed so they might look a bit weird to you.

P.s they're not in any particular order.

Sorry if the sizes of the pictures are a bit messed up, doing this all on my phone. But thanks guys for the support, i will keep checking your blogs!

That time of the month

Where everything looks better than normal through the perspective of my fisheye lens

Where you stay up till about 5am and end up making pizza for yourself or for someonelse

Its when you meet random people on the street holding an exotic animal like a parrot for instance

When you start to wonder, what it would be like to have kittens in a basket and then 15seconds later go on google images and type in kittens in a basket

And its that time of a month where one of my posts is random as hell.

Sorry guys, been really busy to think about blogging lately so i thought id give you something to nibble on for today, will have something decent tomorow! I'm still supporting!

Relationships bloggity blah blah blah

This might be an off beat subject for some of you and you guys might be bored of hearing the same things over and over again about relationships. But, I've been talking to a few friends and suprisingly enough there were one or two people on blogge whor even contacted me about the same subject, and pretty much most of the time the same question kept popping up. "When do you think it is the best time to start the relationship?".

Before i start rambling, i know there are going to be people saying "oh your young you don't know shit". Well, i'm just here to voice my opinion about it, and i am only speaking for myself and not anyone else. Don't count on me to be any relationship advisor.





For me, when in a relationship or about to start one, i usually notice the different phases that take place during the process. We might get, for example, The Clicking Phase. This usually takes place at the start of the "relationship", this part is sometimes hard, you might see yourself fail a lot of times but eventually you'll get it, just need to take your time. There are many, many just like this, but personally i think the most important phase for me is the Talking Phase. This is when I need to know what I do and say is being reciprocated. If she's making no attempt to show that she, herself is interested, it'll not only stop me from asking her the obvious, but i would also think to whether its best to leave altogether.

There is this unwritten contracted (signed and stamped) by a higher power that says, we have to be the ones who move the relationship to the next stage...yet I believe, if both the parties have been talking and hanging out for a while, its safe to say both parties have some interest in each other. For this reason, girls should realise the more they show they are interested, the quicker things will move along.

The problem is, when guys know what they want, then that's it, its settled. When a girl knows what she wants, the first thing she thinks to herself is if she really wants it!?

In summary, its actually the girls who decide how fast things move along, the fact that girls 'wait it out' keeps the guy 'thinking what does this girl want', the quicker the girl responds to guys moves the quicker the whole 'game' moves along, or if you guys aren't that serious about it, you can just screw the girl and get it over with.

The Lemur cat.

"With the growing wealth of China, many rich Chinese women are seeking alternative and exotic pets to show off their money. This has lead to a number of Chinese medical and scientific research companies to compete for this new income source by producing cross breed animals. The most successful so far has been the Lemur Cat. It is, as the name suggests, a cross between a lemur and a cat. It retains the soft fur of the cat and the coloring, but has the striped tail and yellow eyes commonly found on a lemur. It is more ferocious than the average cat but it is generally no more dangerous than a Chihuahua dog. The scientific name for this new breed is Prolos Fira." (via listverse)


Looks cute and all, but science.....can't we tone it down with the mutations...just a little bit?

Virginity.

Personally, i think this is one of the most overrated words in the dictionary, there are so many people pressured today to lose this thing called 'Virginity'. Your status of whether you're a virgin or not, doesnt make you less of a person.
Losing it doesnt instantly mean your a slut/whore, neither does the fact that keeping it makes you completely innocent.
Virginity maybe a sacred symbol in some peoples mind, but it doesnt determine the personality of the person.
It is shocking to find out that a 13/14 year old nowadays lost their virginity, but that doesnt make them a horrible person. You don't know why they chose to give it up. Some times people make mistakes.
They might of been 2 people who were in love and they knew that it was the right moment and chose to do it. So is someone a slut because they had sex with someone they love? If your mind is set that way, then your mom is quite the slut for having sex with your father.

Honestly, I lost my virginity because I just had sex. I wasn’t in love. I wasn’t playing the girl. We both had a mutual agreement and chose to do it. Does that make me less of a person? I don’t know thats up to you to decide. I believe I didn’t change. I stayed my same humble self. When you ask me if I’m a virgin or not, I’ll honestly answer kind of. Now why I say maybe is because I don’t believe someone completely loses their virginity until they have had sex with someone they truly love. I would explain that more but thats not the point of this post.

My point is, why should someone’s status of virginity determine their personality or mindset? It doesn’t make you a slut if you’re not and it doesn’t make you innocent if you’re not. It varies from person to person. The lack of virginity shouldn’t make you judge someone, get to know them.

In other news, 50 Cent offended the Homosexual crowd yesterday, via twitter..again.

Everybody, meet Sam

If this picture doesnt make you smile, i dont know what will.

"letters"

In your life, you probably had various different stages in where in that short period of time, from childhood to adulthood, you find yourself dreaming and trying to determine what your life is going to be like when you grow up.
No one can be sure about this, but the different stages you might go through might be something like this:
From ages 1-10, Your possibly thinking of being a spaceman, billionnaire or maybe even superman. Your mind at the moment is an imaginational whirlwind that keeps spiralling and twisting.

From ages 10-15: You start to get interested in different hobbies and sports etc, and you kind of start to think more realisticly, gaining idols and looking up to them as someone you want grow up to be.

From ages 15-18: The stress of reality starts to kick in and you start applying for part time jobs, trying to ignore the inevitable by partying and never studying, but when you try the lack of motivation doesn't make it happen

From 18+: the reality of your life has begun to spring into action and now you are sat in the hall about to be tested on everything that you have been taught, the dreams that you have been looking at are looking vaguely impossible. Then, a couple months later, you get the envelope.

This envelope is no ordinary envelope, its the envelope that could determine what path in life you are going to take. Whether it be your going to be in a top notch job with brilliant pay, or working for your local fast food joint.
Now, if you just believed a word i just said in that last sentence, then sorry that was all bullshit.

Inside the envelope is going to be a set of...5/6 letters? Just a set of simple letters on a simple piece of paper, and yet these letters somehow have the amazing power to turn someones life upside down in a matter of seconds and easily toy with their emotions. I have read various articles on teens like myself not having the motivation to do anything else after these sets of "letters" are given to them, maybe scarring themselves and in worse cases, even throwing themselves over buildings feeling like their not good enough.

Now i'm not saying you shouldnt still study for these letters because its worth a shot, in the best of cases you can exceed your expectations. But these letters should not be the reason you give up on your hopes and dreams, each and everyone of you are capable of more than you think. When you look at people who own multi million businesses around the world, you will probably say, "gosh he's/she's smart" well, half the time you will be suprised to know that they weren't the brightest of people to have ever embraced the earth, the only things they had with them were motivation, and imagination.

Now, with these two things combined, it will make you practically unpredictable, like they say "the skies the limit". But the problem is, with todays society, we have been brought up in such a big safe enviroment that we think nothing can go wrong, or the fact that we dont want anything to go wrong. There's a phrase that your probably very much familiar with, it goes like "you win some, you lose some" you may pass it off as one of the lamest phrases you have ever heard, but its one of the most honest phrases you will hear in your life.

Now, instead of sitting on your behind and staring into this screen with your hand on your cheek, the next 24 hours, try and reignite that passion that you have been ignoring, because of whatever reason it was thats stopping you. Whether it be the "letters" or people putting you down because you can't do it. Ignore them, just Go for it. I know its going to be hard, but motivation only comes to you when have actions to build your motivation and imagination off.

Dont live yourself in dissapointment, be happy in what your doing


P.s. Thanks for the photo comments guys! Still having trouble deciding though D: